Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Solitude and Muscongus Bay on the Maine Island Trail

On the third day I had completely calm conditions across Muscongus Bay to Owl's Head which offered plenty of time for photography and musings. 

This is part of a series of posts about my 200 mile trip up the coast of Maine by the Maine Island Trail. Previously: Kayaking the Western Rivers and Boothbay Harbor

Sunset on the Maine Island Trail
In most of the country, solitude is a novelty. In Maine, it is a commodity.

I once read the wise words of a Master Registered Maine guide in a book called, “Your Maine Lands: Reflections of a Maine Guide”:

“How well you cope with being alone, all alone, utterly alone, is a good measure of your mental health. If you can’t hack being alone, that’s OK, but you might want to ask yourself what is it that is so threatening about being alone that you cannot tolerate it”

Terse but poignant. Typically Maine. 

The stretch across Muscongus Bay to Rockland was almost entirely flat water. It was a whole day of peaceful, uninterrupted paddling through glorious country. As such, I was able to let my mind wander.


Solitude, more specifically, wilderness solitude is an experience I’ve come to crave. I consider it a necessity. I can’t say exactly when I first realized this but I fondly remember spending two weeks completely alone in the High Sierra of California while hiking the John Muir Trail. Most anyone who has written about extended time alone will confirm that it is sour at first but it becomes sweeter as time goes on. Bitter but becoming delightful. Ever since those two weeks spent in the mountains, I’ve designed and planned for stretches of solitude in my otherwise social life.

Somehow I’ve ended up on both extremes of the social spectrum. I work in healthcare and I find the deep interactions I have with colleagues and patients to be rewarding. I’ve always had many friends and at any point I’m actively involved in four or five organizations. On the other hand, I’ve spent up to a month essentially alone and found it to be entirely pleasant. I look forward to opportunities to venture off into the mountains or ocean to just shut up and exist, contented and alone. I’m not an introvert, extrovert nor even an ambivert. I’m just a person who values the kind of solitude that is so rare everywhere expect in places like Maine.
Classic sights on the water trail
Maine has the tendency to polarize its long-time residents and visitors alike. To those who value wilderness, scarcity of population and time alone, Maine is a wonderland. To those who prefer the opposite, Maine can be hell. Over time I’ve understood why some people just hate being up here whether they are a 5th generation native or a one time visitor. As for me, the location suits me well.

In my last two and a half years in this state, I’ve spent more time alone than ever. Alone in the mountains, alone on the ocean and living alone at home- I think I’m alone more than anyone I know of. When I do get a 17 day vacation from work, I spend almost the entire time alone and call it a vacation indeed.
My own piece of paradise
I don’t always understand why I love solitude so much but I do know that Maine makes it easy. There’s comfort in the knowledge that it is easy to just disappear for a while in the mountains or coast which is one of the many reason why people come to Maine in the first place. Time alone with loved ones or time spent completely alone is a priceless commodity of the state. The Appalachian Trail, the Maine Island Trail, the lakeside camp, a hunter’s cabin, seaside cottages, dirt roads and snowmobile trails are all vehicles for charming seclusion. Let me be. 
Sunset on Owl's Head and the Camden Hills
On the more logistical side of things there was not much to report today. Muscongus Bay was a lovely and flat morning paddle. I briefly landed in Port Clyde for an interruption of my otherwise lonely trip and briefly enjoyed some passive company. After that I was making my way North through Western Penobscot Bay which was equally relaxing. Another 28 miles were covered and I camped just outside of Rockland, Maine.

Monroe Island was a real treat, sitting right off the coast of the famous Owl's Head Lighthouse. The imposing Camden Hills were off in the distance as were the shores of Vinalhaven Island. I spent a starry night on the beach and idled away time. 

Next: Across Penobscot Bay and the Deer Isles 

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